It's weird, I used to write these really long and frequently-updated journal entries but I really don't have the energy anymore. It's all I can do to properly capitalize and punctuate, it seems.

We've got a regular DND game going which is awesome. I'm actually playing according to the real rules, not the rules we made up in high school - so there's a sense of accomplishment there. I never thought I'd be so proud of a level 4 cleric. She's the party tank!

Everything is up in the air. I have a pretty equal shot of moving either to Lansing or Austin. Lansing would be cool because it's close, only like an hour away, so the move wouldn't be as traumatic. However, Austin would be the shit because putting a thousand miles between me and everyone else would fucking rule. Austin is quite possibly the coolest place in the world, apart from Royal Oak, that is.

Going to Ireland in February, can't afford it really but oh well, we're going.

I've had this weird pain in my back for a few days now.

I miss my dog.

I think it's funny when I talk to my parents on the phone...they always ask me if I'm watching a certain show or whatever, and I have to remind them every time that I don't have a TV. Then they're upset that I don't call more often, and I remind them that my phone can only make local calls. Then they want me to come and visit all the time, but I really can't drop a few hundred bucks in gas (and miss work) just to come over and watch tv with them. It's weird.

I feel a certain anger at the world, focused on no-one in particular and yet a very specific few people, and I am unable (incapable?) to express this anger, and end up with a festering bitterness which makes me a very unpleasant person to be around. It's quite horrible.

I dyed my hair again, it's black and orange.

I went to a bar and actually drank a margarita. My first voluntary drink. It didn't taste too good, and made me have to go pee real bad...so I basically spent $5 on a diuretic. Useful if I was taking a drug test. The bar was okay, there were tattooed guys playing dueling pianos, but too many college kids, so I ended up calling Dave to come get me at around 11.30.

I should go to bed, long day tomorrow.